I made it through six weeks of this semester! I only have 10 weeks left before I get the entire summer school-free!! I literally have not had a summer with no school, well, now that I think of it, my entire life! When I was homeschooled, I got May, August, and December off so I could still have three months off a year, but not all at once to where I would forget things. And then when I started college, I wanted to get done as quickly as possible, so I took classes every summer. I am SO excited to have this break!
I’ve had this post written for over a week now, I just haven’t had time to look over it, correct it, figure out how to insert a hyperlink, and actually get it posted. But here it is (finally)…..
I really don’t like it when God stretches me. It’s uncomfortable, causes me a lot of stress, and is often painful. When I was 5 years old, my mom says I refused to leave our front porch to go to our friends’ house because I was so scared. They lived next door. 15 yards away. Obviously God’s worked on me quite a bit. I mean, I went to Haiti, for the first time, by myself, when I was 16! ๐ Last semester I couldn’t believe how much God stretched me. At the beginning of the semester, I could barely make myself go to class because I was so shy and scared. By the end of the semester, I was answering call lights (at the nursing home) on my own, initiating conversation with patients, holding conversations with my classmates, and not afraid to go to the store or other places by myself. I, mistakenly, thought that since He had grown me so much, He would be done with me for now. Wow, was I wrong! I found out this week that at my clinicals on Tuesdays, it’s my job to talk to residents about their lives and their diseases so I can learn more about them. I also found out that my patient doesn’t offer information – I have to ask questions. I, a shy introvert, has to carry the conversation for at least an hour at a time, with patients who have Schizophrenia. By the end of the next 6 weeks, I have a feeling I’ll be able to carry a conversation with anyone for any length of time. Ok, maybe I’m exaggerating a little; probably not for any length of time. By the time I got home on Tuesday, I had a headache and was so tired, I went and took a nap.
I know I’ll appreciate all of this experience later, but man, I hate being stretched! But I’m willing to let Him do it because I want to bring Him glory with my life, and I know He has a purpose.
I love Chris Tomlin’s music. His lyrics are so meaningful and his songs are “catchy” and easy to sing. So “not to me, but to His name be the glory.”